SAW you lying there J/P part 16

Part 16 John's POV:

Oh God, Oh God, Oh God...

What the fuck is he doing?!

Oh, it's so disgusting...  Blood everywhere, everything is red and wet...

John whimpers, as his fingers grap what looked like a human heart a few seconds ago.

Now it is a bloody mess; a lump of flesh with blood dripping from it.

John screams once again.

The ticking noise is driving him crazy, and desperation takes over.

He rips the heart out with both hands in one go. It is almost as if he can hear the veins
attached to it breaks.

More tears are leaving traces on John's cheeks. He is so frustrated and confused and
disgusted by himself.

He cannot control his body. It stands up by itself, grabs the box and stumbles backwards towards the door.

He faces the timer once again.

0:13, 0:12, 0:11

No, no, NO!

He can't quit NOW!

His thoughts are forcing him down on his knees, where he starts crawling like a complete
lunatic with the speed of a predator, just realizing the location of its prey.

0:6, 0:5, 0:4...

Oh FUCK!

Come on!

COME ON!

He shuts his eyes: don't want to see, what's going to happen

John growls, as he jumps towards the door.

The blood on the floor and on his clothes makes the floor all slippery.

He holds on to the heart and the box in a tight grip...

And then the door closes with a "SLAM!".

John opens his eyes again...

...And can outline the ladder right in front of him.

"Oh... God... Oh dear..."

John's hand covers his mouth, and he realizes that he himself did not believe that he would make it.

Must have been the adrenaline, he thinks.

His arms are embracing his own trembling upper body.

Golly God, his heart is beating fast!

He looks down at the box and the heart.

His stomach is curling, and for a moment he is totally convinced that he is going to be
sick again, but his stomach is empty, leaving him choking on nothing but spit and stomach
acid.

The flame from the candle is small.

Very small.

John bites his lip, prepares himself for what he knows is coming up:

He has to find that god damn key!