SAW you lying there J/P part 23Part 23 Paul’s POV:SAW you lying there J/P part 23 by rockallday
”My little boy, come over here, it hurts me to see you like this!”
The pain is rolling up inside Paul’s body, and he cannot hold still anymore.
Still he manages to shake his head once again, but he can tell she is not going to stop begging him. She tries to lock eyes with him all the time, and Paul forces himself to keep his eyes down.
It’s so hard.
In reality there is nothing he would rather do than to cuddle up In the bed with his mom, kissing her cheek again and again, feel her arms around his middle, tell her how much he loves her…
But… If she isn’t real, then… It would hurt him even more, and paul is not sure if he would be able to survive that.
He cannot help it.
When she says his name, he looks up in surprise, interrupted in his own thoughts.
Her eyes look so real; just as he remembers them.
Her always smiling eyes with the brownish eyelashes and her perfect te
SAW you lying there J/P part 22Part 22 John’s POV:SAW you lying there J/P part 22 by rockallday
Ohh, fuck it.
Fuck it all, fuck this pain…
The sharp fragments have cut his skin open; he can feel it.
It burns everywhere, but he keeps telling himself, that the pain Paul is going through in this minute is worse. And that is what hurts the most right now.
The fact that he is hurting, and John’s brain is apparently too damn small to be able to understand the meaning of the heart and his name and “AND”.
Well, the heart must mean something about loving or love, he has figured as much, but…
And what? And Paul?!
“Is it me and Paul? It is, isn’t it!!? Me and Paul, what about us?!” John yells into the
“What about me and Paul, what about Paul, what should we do to escape, what about…”
John’s voice dies out, when he notices a mirror fragment on the floor.
He sees it. It’s been with him all the time.
“Now what exactly is it that men like yourself see, when t
SAW you lying there J/P part 21Part 21 Paul’s POV:SAW you lying there J/P part 21 by rockallday
“Wh-what do you mean?” Paul can feel shivers run down his spine.
“I mean what I’m saying, Paul. Don’t you think I have felt your pain after it happened?
All the times you and Mike have dreamt about me, prayed for me to come back home with daddy… There was nothing I would have rather done than coming back home to you, but I just couldn’t do it… I wasn’t able to come home and be with you, Paulie, but I’m capable of it now, sweetie. Do you even know how hard it is for a mum listening to her own son claiming she is dead and gone as if he had moved on? That hurt me, Paul.”
Her eyes look so sad, when she says it. It even looks like her curls are turning grey, as she gazes up at him, folding her hands in front of her.
Oh, no. Stop doing that.
“B-but I didn’t have a choice… Mike was sad and Daddy was lonely, and I had my school…”
“But what about you, darling? How
Marwa blues G/R part 2Marwa blues G/R part 2Marwa blues G/R part 2 by rockallday
Ringo looked outside, then secretly gazed at George, who was looked out the front window watching the road.
“Um… Do you have a certain destination planned out or… ?” He felt a bit awkward asking.
They were both aware of the seriousness involved in this trip, and that was hard for him to handle. George looked at Ringo for a moment, then turned his head again towards the steering-wheel before answering:
“Yeah. I don’t know if you know about the great lake around 20 minutes from here.”
“Um, where? I don’t think I know it…”
”Well, it’s in the forest, and I thought – because the sun is going down in a sec – that it would be a nice place to be. I also have something to show you.”
”Hmm? What’s that?” Ringo automatically made his eyes widen a bit. He gasped on the inside as he heard George giggling quietly:
“I’m not telling.”